Cantus Spiritus Animus

roughly translated to: sing spirit soul. Motto of 2003-2004 choristers from HCJC.

Sops: Ade, Brenda, Ching, Emmy, Fangting, Huixin, Jean, Kees, Ner, Rui, Weizhen, Yijie, Zhenhua
Altos: Amelia, Fish, Lihao, Ah shan, Qianfu, Sophie, Xiaoen, Yiwen, Yoke, Yuanye,
Tenors: Hadi, Hongyi, Jiangtian, Lionel, Songsong, Wangtao, Xinyuan, Zhehan
Basses: Engsiang, Kelvin, Liwei, Shawn, Xiaobo, Wangfei, Wusai
Teacher i/c: Mrs Goh and beloved Conductor Miss Lim! =)

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

hello dears...

feel very... i dunno-- depressed most of the times when i go for choir these days...

really am shriveling up inside la. and i feel so alone some times... i can be surrounded by the choir ppl (and they're really nice) but somehow feel just feel very alone in their midst.

and increasingly upset by ms l tt i sort of broke down halfway singing today.

aiya damn hard to go for choir without u all.

and it's getting so so tough.... and it's worse that i keep thinking if only you all were here. and i try not to compare, or to think that i shouldn't be there, but it's just so hard not to.

and i miss you all more than ever, and it doesn't help that i see so little of you all, and rarely get to talk to you all.


and the worst-- i can't really remember how singing with u all is like anymore. all that fills my head every single day is that we're so screwed for syf and that i'm dreading choir.

=(

by ching at  11:14 PM

5 Comments:

Blogger yokex said...

ching!!! -hugs- just push on for the remaining 3 weeks yar! i heard dat things are a little bad but must believe in yourselves lots! and girl! i'm ALWAYS here for you yupx!!! esp if you need some cheering up, i can provide you with jokes!!! =D yessh!!! so cheerie ching! things might not be that bad and who knows what will eventually happen rite? jiayou jiayou!!! -hugs!-

5:24 PM

 
Blogger f|sh said...

ching ching ching!
like ps and yoke said, we're there in spirit with you. always :) syf's the season for rollercoaster emotions but then after that hopefully everthing'll be alright! just a while more... love all of you (others reading this too) lots

5:50 PM

 
Blogger ade said...

poks. first day u noe her ar. just take in the useful stuff she says and filter out the rest (ie: all the harsh things that she says in a fit of anger)gif u more ginseng sweet when i see the nxt time! dun be sad, jiayou k! see, can always gif any one of us a msg!

3:21 PM

 
Blogger yiwen said...

boo ching:)

darn, im missing the way you used to boo me! don't let the stress n criticisms get you down. just give it to 'em the best you've got. will be praying for you guys.

3:36 PM

 
Blogger ~en~ said...

feels so heartwarming seeing all u guys posts..big hug anyone? :) miss u all loads too..hang in there ching. yep, tho physically we're not always there, cherish and hang on to the best moments we've had! it'll be over soon k? praying for you all. :) *hugz*

11:27 PM

 

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